hmm.. after much thinking.. i think i sorted out my thoughts already.
bt first thing's first... HAD A BAD HEADACHE !!!!! zzz. went to jurong, den went home in less than half n hour. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
k 2nd thing. reach home slp until 3+ =.= dunno how many freaking hours.
k now abt what i already sorted out. i tink, if i want to have any chances of hearing the good news 7yrs or dunno how many donkey yrs later, i must stop being like this cuz it will cause the distance to drift very far.. and in the end i realize i had wasted my time all these while. i dont mean wasted my time waiting, bt i meant wasted my time on stupid thoughts rather than thinking how to improve things between us. i guess i shall be ur good fren now, like u said. however, i wish to be ur closed fren tho =p lol a dumb joke. k due to support from ppl, i decided to revive the number one disciple of choco love !!!!! hes back in action xD all right, back to what i was tokin about. i know 7yrs may be long and u might tink im wasting my time. bt if i dont hold on to this, i will really be wasting my time. like i said in my previous posts, u are NOT A PASSING CLOUD IN MY LIFE. NOT ONE, NEVER WILL. and about those memories.. yah they wont be forgotten. they will stay in my heart(and maybe urs o.0), in a place where no one can reach but u. and those dumb nicknames we gave on each other =.=, u decided whether to continue using them or stop using them. and for those morning smses, u oso decide to continue using them or not. k im done !!!!